I started experimenting with opiates when I was a teenager and as I grew to rely on the emotional relief I got from them I formed a bond with this chemical. Before long it was costing me too much money so I switched to heroin. After almost five year into this downward cycle I was desperate to get off. I even tried to use suboxone and booze to stay away from the heroin but I was relapsing once a week. I didn’t have the mental capacity to reach out for help as I would today. I didn’t really know what I needed to know so I was ready to kill myself. I was victimizing myself plus I had a lot of self pity which put me into a sick place Over years of use I had developed a better relationship with heroin than I had with myself. Without heroin I…
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